Is so so happy

I can't believe how happy I am when I am with my love of my life... I can't wait until I get to call him my husband and I can come home and see him after a long day at work and just talk and cuddl with him... I love him so very very much... I am the most luck woman to have the guy that I have in my life... Love you Marcus

Things are good, weird and out of control

Things lately have been weird and normal and strange at the same time. I love my girl so much. She has helped me through so much. I'm starting school hopefully in december if everything goes as planned. I will live near my girlfriend. Which will be awesome. I'll get to see her more. We have decided to actually get married in the Logan Temple. Seeing that is where we spend alot of our time. Everytime she comes up here. We don't have a date yet. We are thinking sometime next summer. After i get my first year of school under my belt.

WOW a lot has happend

My life has gotten just a little more complicated and happy and exciting all at the same time... I love Marcus with all my heart.. He has always been there for me. I am so happy when I am with him.. So for the complicated part is that my mom had surgery just about 4 weeks ago on her brain for a brain tumor.. Marcus with with me through the whole thing... My mom is doing a lot better and now my grandpa is in the hospital and my aunt might of had a heartattack and my other aunt still is having problems... My life is complicated and very very very happy right now... I Love Marcus

Am SO SO SO happy

I am so very very happy.. Marcus makes smile and makes me feel so good... I can not wait to spend the rest of life and eternaty with him.. I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!

B.o.B - Bet I ft. T.I. & Playboy Tre [Official Music Video]

Bee's game and fireworks.

I love my girl so much. She means so much to me. So lately we've been talkin about getting married. Crazy. I never thought it would happen for me, but it looks like it's going too. Happy day. I sure do love her.

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to Marcus hope this helps

I Love You

Good day

I had a pretty good day today... I went to help my aunt rap her leg and then she took me to my favorite place to eat (Zupas yummy).. I then helped my cousins clean up my grandpas yard... Then came home and talked to my boyfriend.. I am soo sooo happy to be back with him... I really want this to work this time so I am really trying hard to take it slow so we can be together.. :)

His Love

Never A Better Hero

Together again.

So we are back together. If everyone hasn't heard already. I missed her i really did. I'm glad we are back together. This time though. I'm taking things slow. I don't want to mess this up. I really care about her. :)

My awesome dream

I was up in Logan with Marcus and we were at Logan temple reading our scriptures, He stopped me from reading the scripture I was on kissed me and then got down on his knee and asked me to marry him he said I know I don't have a job and a car and I will be going to school but I just felt it was right.. I was happy.. He then asked if we could pray and thank Heavenly Father for bring us together.. I said yea but I can't do it because it wouldn't be right I am too happy and it would be for the wrong reasons.. So he started to say the pray and when he got to thanks for bring us together both of our grandma's showed up.. They said that they helped bring us together.. then they said that me and Marcus would go though a lot of trials but that we would get though them and that they would bring us closer together.. My grandma then started to talk to me and it was just like me and her were there.. She told me that everything was ok and that she was happy... She said that me and Marcus were going to have 6 kids and that My mom will be able to hold each and everyone of them.. She told me to tell me grandpa that she is waiting for him.. She said that everything was going to be ok with the family.. She said that Loraine is going to be ok too.. Then it was all four of us again and all they kept saying that everything was sopost to happen and that it was right for us and that it was ment to be and that we would go though trials but we would get though them and that they would bring us closer together... Marcus's grandma said pretty much the same to him that everything was going to be ok and that he would find a job and that he would go to school.. and that we would go though the trials but that it would make us come closer... then they said good bye and I told my grandma I loved her and that I miss her tight hugs and Marcus told his grandma bye and that he loved her too.. and then they left...


What does this mean???????

Dating

I was sad that Marcus broke up with me but I was happy that we could be friends... I still however wish we were going out... I really do like him and I just wish he know that I did and not in a crazy way.. I can't explan it; it just is... I just wish I could really tell him how I feel but everytime I try it comes out all wrong or sounds really bad and scary.. I don't mean for it to but it does.. I hope and pray everyday that he knows that I like him no matter what happens.... He is my best friend and always will be... I hope someday it could be more but I will have to just wait and see...

I'm mad at myself

So i broke up with melissa a few weeks ago. Now i wonder every day if i made the right decision by doing so. I care about her. There was just a few things that concerned me. I just wasn't ready. Now i don't know if she'll ever forgive me. I wish i did know. What to do oh what to do.

June 9,2010

I am so very very happy and I can't quite smiling... It is just all falling in to place... It just feels so right... I am so so happy... :) :) :)

Marriage talks

K so there have been alot of talks about me and meliss getting married. Well actually we have been doin alot of thinkin too. We've been talkin. It just seems like it's ment to be. We've decided on alot of the same things. Except one. Which temple. I want oquirrh mountain temple and she wants logan temple. They are both beautiful temples. Well which one has better places to take shots????????

LDS MUSIC - LIFT ME UP ( Jericho Road )

Things in my life.

So lately things have been great. Me and Melissa are still going strong. I think she may be the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. Who know's what the future will hold. So far though it's looking like she is the one. I've never been so happy in my life. K becoming an Elder will always top everything. Cause the gospel will always come first in my life. But i really think she is the one. She makes me happy i can't explain it. She's like the best thing to me. I'm the luckiest person in the world. I really truelly am.

June 7, 2010

Today turned out ok.. Everything with my mom is going ok... She got her line out today.. yay :) Well I wanted to say is I went to church yesterday and one guy got up and started talking about how he met this guy on a trip and the guy said you are in the valley well he asked what that ment and he continued to tell him that it ment that you have to go though the valley to get though life... I was sitting there and I was thinking well my valley has a lot of hills in them.. I go up a little at a time and then right back down in the valley I go.. Right now I am right at the top of one of the hills looking down into the valley seeing what I have to go though...

I am still really really happy with my boyfriend... I can't stop smilling... I miss him so very much when I am not with him... :( :)... Can't wait until the 19th when I get to see him in person again... :)

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more pictures of the fun weeks

Pictures that i took. The first two weeks we hung.

2 Weeks of fun fun fun

So the last two weeks i have been hanging out with an amazing girl. She is the best thing that has happened to me in a while. She brings out the best in me. I don't know how to explain it. Everytime i think of her i smile. She is so beautiful. I thank my Heavenly Fahter for blessing my life with such a beautiful daughter of his.